Lawyers Have a Very High Rate of Alcoholism

September 1st, 2010

Recently it was brought to my attention that lawyers have a very high rate of alcoholism. This fact was brought to me by a very bright law student who stated that in fact she did not drink much at all herself. But why do lawyers drink too much or drink and drive? Of all people they should know better right?

My first thought was that just maybe they feel guilty or remorseful from stealing from the flows of civilization like parasites? But since we know they do not seem to care, I thought well, no, that can’t be it. Must be something else. As you can see, I am not a lover of lawyers as an entrepreneur, in fact I kind of like Caesar’s statement and no offense to you personally if you happen to be a lawyer.

I just get tired of paying folks who do not do anything and hide access to the law from business people. Basically our laws have been hijacked and it is unfortunate. Although with that said and the bureaucracy that has come to be, I completely understand the need for a Law Degree and why more and more business people are getting them now days. You need a lawyer for nearly anything you do these days, including filling out forms. I think FORM is a four-letter word. Well I am not the only one?

Indeed, I believe alcohol is poison so I do not drink, never have, does not interest me. Don’t smoke either, never, heck I must be a goodie-goodie. I will not even take an aspirin. In fact, I have even been accused of being a Mormon before? So if lawyers know the law so well, why do they abuse it so often? Perhaps this might be a topic of conversation in 2007.

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Alternative Rock: Fiercely Iconoclastic, Anti-Commercial, Motivational Music

August 31st, 2010

Music is the rhythm of life and possesses the power to revive stale heart, mind and soul. Music has that great power of expression of an artist’s mind, his zeal, emotions and vivacity. Music can make the blood flow in opposite direction and that is why music plays a vital role in nurturing revolution by providing great motivation. Alternative rock is also that precious stone picked up from the sea of innovation. Alternative rock is essentially an umbrella term for underground music that has emerged in the wake of the punk rock movement since the mid 1980s. Throughout its history, alternative rock has been largely defined by its rejection of the commercialism of mainstream culture. The music now known as alternative rock was known by a variety of terms before “alternative″ came into common use. “College rock” was used in the United States to describe this awesome music during the 1980s due to its links to the college radio circuit and the tastes of college students.

In the United Kingdom the term “Indie″ was preferred; by 1985 the term “Indie″ had come to mean a particular genre, or group of subgenres, rather than a simple demarcation of status. As a musical genre, alternative rock consists of various subgenres that have grown from the indie music scene since the 1980s, such as grunge, Britpop, Gothic rock, and Indie pop. These genres are unified by their collective debt to the style and/or ethos of punk, which laid the groundwork for alternative music in the 1970s. Alternative bands in previous times used to play in small clubs, at that time there was no advertising medium so it was advertised through world of mouth as a result alternative rock became popular among youth. Alternative rock does not have any particular musical style but many performers have made up their own style by including distorted guitars. Sounds range from the dirty guitars of grunge and the gloomy sound scales of gothic rock is the specialty of alternative rock.

Lyrics in alternative rock songs typically address issues concerned with society such as drugs, depression and environment. Alternative rock has that approach that can awake youth and can make them realize their potential. Alternative rock performers differentiate themselves from their traditional rock predecessors as they want to sing it for a greater diversity and experimentation in music. Alternative rock performers produce catchy as well as motivational music. Though their music–with its emphasis on distorted guitars and ambiguous lyrics doesn’t suit to commercialize society. Expressions explained by alternative rock songs are 3-4 minutes long, with catchy riffs and steady beats. Alternative rock aims to reach out to a new generation of youth with high energy, melodic music which spoke to contemporary social issues.
Defining music as “alternative” is often difficult because of the application of the word alternative. On one hand alternative describes challenging music that protest commercialization and mainstream values. On the other hand alternative word is used by music industry to mention available options. Whatever the meaning that word carries out, but the fact is that the alternative rock is exactly what present youth need to get motivated.

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Daily Astrology For The Week Of Aug 6, 2007 - General Tendencies For All Sun Signs

August 31st, 2010

Mon 8/6/07 Bad-luck, yet Strong Willpower, Busy Night

There is a strong potential for bad-luck today with Jupiter at direct station, so don’t push it. And, those of us with dominate Sagittarius in our charts will feel our lives begin to move forward over the next few days. Our willpower will be strong today, but our pace will probably be slow and steady. We may feel very confused early this morning, and late this afternoon we may encounter some emotional abuse. It could be a rather busy night, and if you are up late watch out for over doing it.

Tue 8/7/07 Rescue a Lover or Our Bank Accounts, Avoid Extravagance

We may find ourselves trying to rescue a lover or rescue our bank accounts today with Venus and Mars square while crossing the cusps. Guard against overspending. Our minds will be quick early this morning, and traffic should flow well during the morning commute. Watch out for overeating at lunch. People will be ready to talk today, and we may find ourselves very busy. The lesson today is to avoid extravagance.

Wed 8/8/07 Job Satisfaction, Conversations, Games, and 2 of Everything

We may be in the mood for conversations and games today, and we may want 2 of everything under the Gemini Moon. It will be a great day for job satisfaction, so jump in there and conquer those projects. Our intuitions will be sharp this morning, and we may be in a position to help the less fortunate. Our plans may change this evening, or we may find its just a great time to sit and daydream. It will be a great evening to get some advice from a mentor.

Thu 8/9/07 Enjoy Your Work, Enjoy Your Home

It will be another great day at work, and trips could become adventures. Our thoughts will be optimistic, and we may be ready to learn something new. We may want to spend some extra time at home or with loved ones. People will be very sympathetic and understanding to day, and we may want to cuddle with someone special. It would be a great evening to cook something special.

Fri 8/10/07 New Ideas Early then Quiet the Rest of the Day

We could be ready for something different this morning, and it will be a great time for meetings. But, then may completely lose focus with no planetary aspects the rest of the day and night. It will be a great day to go home early, or to reflect and take stock of the weeks events. Routine tasks will go well, but save any heavy conversations or decisions until tomorrow.

Sat 8/11/07 Excitement, Drama, and Romance with a Royal Style

We may be ready to party today with 5 of the 10 major planets dancing in Leo. And there could be some major excitement this morning. Some of us will be generating drama, but what the hey? The world is a stage, anyhow! It will be a great day for romance and entertainment, and things could really get hopping late tonight. Enjoy!

Sun 8/12/07 Misunderstandings and Addictions

There could be conflicts with friends, and some of us may overindulge in our addictions on this New Moon. There could be some major misunderstandings, and our egos will be fragile. There is also a potential for emotional abuse, so be gentle with yourself and others today. There may be some problems with the opposite sex this evening, and it is probably best to bite your tongue until tomorrow.

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Learn to PLay Piano By Ear - Left Hand Techniques

August 31st, 2010

The tenth (10th) chord is an excellent technique you can use on your left hand. The 10th chord is basically following this:

Every major chord is made up of the numbers 1-3-5 of the scale played simultaneously. Basically, the 10th chord is made up of these three numbers inverted and played either simultaneously or in a “roll” form.

1-5-3 (the 3 actually becomes the 10)

For example:

C D E F G A B C D E F G A B C
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 1
1 2 3 4 7 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15

That means that on the left hand you would play C-G-E. Now this may be rather hard for some of you. In fact, when I started playing the 10th chord I have to “roll” it until my fingers stretched out enough to play it as a chord. (I′ll focus on stretching exercises later.)

HOW DO I USE THE 10th CHORD ON SLOW TO MODERATE SONGS?

The most common way of using the 10th chord is to use it on the left hand on most “down” beats. It creates a wonderful full sound. Another common way to use the 10th chord is in a roll. This would mean the pianist would create the rhythm to the song playing the following numbers:

Moving up the keyboard: 1-5-3-5-1 (repeat)

So, if you were in the key of C and you were in the C chord change, while your right hand is playing the melody to the song, the left hand would follow the pattern above and would look like this:

Moving up the keyboard: C-G-E-G-C

When you get to the F chord change:

Moving up the keyboard: F-C-A-C-F

Wow! What a difference in the full sound it gives! Try the 10th run!

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Gambling Systems Scamming the Net

August 31st, 2010

I received a mail this morning from a gentleman named Cyril. Cyril is 65 years of age and keen on horse racing. Browsing the internet for Horse Racing Systems to make his gambling pay, Cyril stumbled upon a piece of sales copy so good that it sucked him in and he reached for his Credit Card.

Cyril is now £7000 out of pocket. His email told me how he had been duped with poor information, then blamed by the gambling system sellers for using the system wrongly. Eventually of course the sellers of this particular horse racing system just refused to answer Cyril.

Now it is easy to blame Cyril and say who would fall for a scam like that, but the sellers of these gambling systems are clever, they are like pick pockets and highly efficient thieves. They have software that can doctor screenshots and account statements. They know that gamblers are often desperate people searching for the next great gambling system to line their pockets.
They also know that once you have paid your $97 or whatever price for their roulette system, football betting system, horse laying software, betfair profit system or whatever gambling system it may be that you will lose and they don’t have to worry because they will never let you contact them again.

What can you do about it? There are gambling systems that work. Do not expect to be able to try a betting system or a roulette strategy for free because quite often once you have the secret that is all you need.

Make sure their is an email address and before purchasing email the owner of the particular gambling system that interests you and ask for more information. If he does not respond DON’T BUY.

If he does respond build up a rapport with him. Ask him how long he has used the particular gambling system, did he devise it himself. If it is a sports system such as a football betting system ask him for results for the past year. The chances are you will build up a trust with him without him giving you his system, but you know that if you have a problem he will respond.

When you have this trust then you can go ahead and purchase, but I would always look for a guarantee and if you are losing money in the first month, ditch to and get your money back. Do not keep trying to win if it is obvious that the only outcome is losing.

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If Hezbollah Cannot be Defeated Does That Mean the World Needs Ethnic Cleansing?

August 30th, 2010

It is interesting that we listen to the news during the Israeli-Hezbollah war only to find most of the experts on the Middle East telling us that there is no way that Hezbollah can be totally defeated. Their reasons are numerous but most of the reasons stem from the fact that Hezbollah is more of a social movement now than just an international terrorist organization.

This may be true however the goal is to defeat Hezbollah the international terrorist organization and not necessarily a social movement. Likewise, it should be known and it has been recorded in human history that an idea can be defeated by another idea. After all, the concept of Hezbollah in itself is nothing more than an idea and it took a long time to create it and get synergy. If you take away this synergy and have a secondary plan or idea, which is better for all concerned and one, which involves peace then in fact you can defeat Hezbollah and the social movement behind it.

To say that Hezbollah cannot be defeated and that with each international terrorist member of the organization you kill there will be another to replace him is to admit in advance that we may as well just give up all human civilizations right now to the international terrorists and give them the keys to our largest cities throughout the world.

Excuse me for a second but that is not going to happen and it is absurd to think we cannot beat an idea with another idea. For those that look towards defeatism and have already made up their minds in advance that Hezbollah cannot be beaten or broken; they do not paint a very good picture, as to what the next step would be if that were true.

Nobody wants ethnic cleansing, but if there is a clash between worlds and cultures those that claim the ideals and concept of Hezbollah will be eliminated from the surface of the planet and we already know what happens with ethnic cleansing. Nobody wants that.

Therefore the human species needs to look forward and figure out a way to replace the idea of international terrorism with a new idea of peace and in the meantime rid the planet of the Hezbollah organization and its power structure. There is no other way. Please consider this philosophical thought in 2006.

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MacGyver (Season 3) DVD Review

August 30th, 2010

A unique and different kind of TV action series, MacGyver made its television premiere in the Fall of 1985 to widespread fanfare. Audiences immediately responded to the title character and his unusual penchant for turning everyday items like chewing gum and paperclips into elaborate life-saving contraptions. In this way, it maintained a slight resemblance to The A-Team, and this recurring plot device helped MacGyver build a strong cult following…

Richard Dean Anderson plays the title role of MacGyver, an energetic employee of the fictional Phoenix Foundation for Research. An unorthodox hero by action series standards, MacGyver has a deadly fear of heights. A pacifist who refuses to use weapons, he relies heavily on his ability to use his brain and tinker with the various materials at his disposal. MacGyver’s best friend, and the director of the Phoenix Foundation, is Pete Thornton (Dana Elcar). Pete often sends MacGyver on Foundation missions and sometimes comes to his aid (usually after MacGyver has saved the day). In addition, MacGyver is joined on a regular basis by his airplane pilot friend Jack Dalton (Bruce McGill), a man who constantly entangles himself in illegal activities and other troublesome situations. Between the usual slew of bad guys, the vendetta of archenemy Murdoc (Michael Des Barres), and his multitude of troublesome friends, MacGyver is always in the midst of interesting and dangerous events, and the show’s true entertainment value derives from watching MacGyver’s distinctive method of dealing with each one…

The MacGyver (Season 3) DVD features a number of action-packed episodes including the season premiere “Lost Love″ in which a woman from MacGyver’s past (a woman he once loved) returns to his life. She also happens to be a known Soviet dissident who begs for his help in aiding her escape from the evil regime. But before MacGyver can help, the KGB kidnaps her and demands a priceless artifact as her ransom, leaving MacGyver as the only man who can save her… Other notable episodes from Season 3 include “The Widowmaker″ in which MacGyver mourns the death of his friend at the hands of a former enemy, and “Mask of the Wolf” in which Jack and MacGyver aid in the search for an ancient Indian wolf mask while two mercenaries follow their trail…

Below is a list of episodes included on the MacGyver (Season 3) DVD:

Episode 45 (Lost Love: Part 1) Air Date: 09-21-1987
Episode 46 (Lost Love: Part 2) Air Date: 09-28-1987
Episode 47 (Back from the Dead) Air Date: 10-05-1987
Episode 48 (Ghost Ship) Air Date: 10-19-1987
Episode 49 (Fire and Ice) Air Date: 10-26-1987
Episode 50 (GX-1) Air Date: 11-02-1987
Episode 51 (Jack in the Box) Air Date: 11-09-1987
Episode 52 (The Widowmaker) Air Date: 11-16-1987
Episode 53 (Hell Week) Air Date: 11-23-1987
Episode 54 (Blow Out) Air Date: 12-21-1987
Episode 55 (Kill Zone) Air Date: 01-04-1988
Episode 56 (Early Retirement) Air Date: 01-18-1988
Episode 57 (Thin Ice) Air Date: 02-01-1988
Episode 58 (The Odd Triple) Air Date: 02-29-1988
Episode 59 (The Negotiator) Air Date: 03-07-1988
Episode 60 (The Spoilers) Air Date: 03-14-1988
Episode 61 (Mask of the Wolf) Air Date: 03-28-1988
Episode 62 (Rock the Cradle) Air Date: 04-18-1988
Episode 63 (The Endangered) Air Date: 05-02-1988
Episode 64 (Murderer’s Sky) Air Date: 05-09-1988

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How To Start An Independent Record Label: Advice From Music Vets

August 30th, 2010

Are you are an artist? Are you in love with the idea of producing your own music? Do you know of a singer or songwriter who needs your help? If so, you probably will need to learn how to start an independent record label. It may be worthy to note at this point that independent labels contribute a huge part of the $48 billion global music industry.

Let me help you understand how to start an independent record label by understanding what an indie label or independent label is.

What is an independent record label?

An independent record label is a record label that is not funded or under the umbrella of a major record labels i.e., EMI, Universal or SonyBMG.

However, the learning of how to start an independent record label may also be in the minds of big name artists who want to introduce fresh talents in the music industry. This venture of established artists may be in partnership with major record labels as well.

How to start your own record label?

It may be good to know that if you are the artist of your own record label, it may be quite difficult for you to manage your business and your performance as well. If you are however the producer, the knowledge of how to start your own record label may need some serious understanding, because you will need to learn how to deal with your talents, their managers, distribute their music and manage your business. I did not say that to start your own record label is bordering on the impossible. Why then do you think that many indie record labels thrive? This is merely to say that there is no overnight success in starting your own record label.

Having said this let me tell you some of the basic requirements of starting your own record label:

Recognize great music. Basic business understanding such as marketing, bookkeeping product, development and business negotiation Patience and a lot of it. How to start an independent record label is a learning you will need to understand deeper. This is if you truly want to succeed in producing your own labels.

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The Green Sea of the Amazon (Chapter #4, The Wine of the Amazon)

August 30th, 2010

In the following days I saw dozens of small animals, such as monkeys (small they where), birds, butterflies—, butterflies with eyes on their wings, most peculiar I thought, and interesting; ant hills, and macho ants, marching to and fro, carrying twigs like Hercules would carry a pillar from a Greek acropolis. Lazy-birds high up in the branches of trees sleeping away, big bodied birds they were. Then somewhere along the Amazon we stopped at a winery, built in the 1830s.

I walked around this old plant, made of thick old wood: the owner showed us where they crushed the grapes, and the old timbers they interlocked for the apparatus to run the winery. Again, it was most interesting. And I purchased two bottles of wine, gave it to my guide. I think it was more interesting to me on its historical basis than its wine making capacity. I don’t drink anymore, so it was ridiculous to buy wine, other than to show appreciation for the tour.

When we arrived back to the lodge, there were two Amazonian women sitting in one of those dug out canoes, docked at the wooden pier that extended out into the somewhat, laguna that trailed off of the arm from the Amazon. I asked her (and my wife translated, although I think she understood my Spanish a ting, it is rough), I asked her if she had been here all day (several hours had passed since I’ve seen her last sitting here), it was no about 5:00 PM.

“Yes,” she said with a big smile.

“But why?” I replied; since we were the only ones at the lodge until after 7:00 PM, when a new group would come. I really didn’t expect an answer, but she said nonetheless, politely, “Wait for you!” This somehow seemed to obligate me to buy something from her (as she had several items displayed on a board of some sort tucked between her legs so the items would not fall off, to steady the showing, and it was a coconut, small in size, with its top cut off I purchased, to use it for –god knows what, I suppose to put change in, or my wife could put pins in it (in the long run it would be tucked away for five years until we moved it to our home in Lima, thus it went from the Amazon, to Lima, to Minnesota, and back to Lima, it is a world traveler I do believe). In any case, she was happy as the lazy bird sleeping in those lofty branches, we saw a while earlier: she gave me a big smile, and her and her female companion drifted out of the laguna, to the tributary and on home—I expect.

It was a most charming day to say the least.

“Another day,” I said to my wife, “another day and we’ll be going home,” and we walked up the wooden walkway to the lodge, and into the kitchen area for some coffee.

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The Diamond Caddo Estates

August 29th, 2010

The Diamond Caddo Estates
[A Tragedy]

Meeting of the Movie Stars

It is a typical summer in San Francisco, Jessie and Johnny, a married couple, –Jessie a writer, prize wining poet, comedy writer and novelist, have become somewhat known in those fields, in essence, to some extent, celebrated/famous in later life [at age 50 Jessie, and Johnny, is now 40]. They are at a talk show, and meet Russell and Tammy, both movie stars.

During the waiting period [that is, waiting to be called out on stage by the host] Russell and Tammy talk with Jessie and Johnny quite a lot, and a friendship seems to prevail in the atmosphere, and before any of the four go out on stage Russell invites the couple to go swimming at a private beach with them this coming weekend. Not realizing at first it is Friday today, he quickly adjusts his thinking, and mentions the swimming would take place tomorrow, I guess. The invitation is accepted.

Saturday

Jessie and Johnny go to the location given them by their new esteemed friends Russell and Tammy at the private lake area, outside of San Francisco. The area is serene and most pleasing to both Jessie and Johnny. The two hosts are swimming, and coming into greet their guests. There is no one else along the beach: –a little house to the right of them and some trees and shrubbery.

Both Russell and Tammy call as they run up to greet them, with excitement and positive gestures.

Everyone seemed to be in their Saturday best humor, with smiles and kind gestures; and for all honesty, there was no deception.

Tammy grabs Johnny’s hand, all in their bathing suits now, and takes her out in the water swimming with her, while Russell asked the laureate to write him a poem, as they lazily sit watching the girls swim. He does, and when the poet has finished with the poem, and Russell reads it, a tear emerges from his eye. At that moment, he is distracted by his girlfriend [both in their late 30’s] who had run up out of the water, grabbed a towel, and happened to see the tear on Russell’s cheek.

Tammy: “What’s the matter honey?” He doesn’t say a word; she is unspoken for a moment, feeling for some reason, and who knows why, but men seem to shut down when they are emotionally tied in knots, she conjures up in her thinking. Unyielding and still, she puts her hand on his shoulder, as she scans his face, arms and ends up at the poem, and reads it as he is holding it.

There is much truth in the poem, as she reads it, and her mind and face tell her that, “…it is a good poem,” she says. Russell has truthfully swayed away from his faith, by the looks of things, the poem is calling him back, or so it seems as the poem is being read. He is quite impressed with Jessie as now Tammy seems to be also [he lets Jessie know this with expressions]; Tammy kisses Russell on the forehead.

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[In-between time] Everyone is standing around after the reading of the poem; Jessie not used to famous people, takes pictures of Russell, and has them taken of him with Russell, by asking Johnny to assist. Tammy is also a movie star in her own right, but not as famous as Russell, –nevertheless, within a matter of minutes, they all end up taking pictures of one another. There seems to be a mystic-commonage here.

The Diamond Caddo Estates

Russell and Tammy call Jessie and Johnny up to meet their rich and most famous friend [something similar to the Great Gatsby, as far as richness goes, and mansion] two weeks later it is a weekend, again Saturday evening. It is simply a get together of the rich and famous. Everyone has agreed to meet at Russell and Tammy’s house.

When they arrive they take Jessie and Johnny by the hand in their car, and their driver takes them to the Diamond Caddo Estates. Upon arrival, they escort them into the great halls of the Diamond Caddo Estates [Russell knowing Jessie would feel a little uneven going in alone].

Harry Goldsmith, the owner of the estates and his wife Juliet sit at the end of this long mahogany French made table, where is seating 25-people. The maids have started to serve the drinks and food.

Harry finds himself staring at Jessie for some odd reason, and Jessie is not looking back, matter of fact, he is to the contrary, avoiding eye contact with the owner, and talking to his wife Johnny.

Harry: [asking Jessie a question] “It would be grand, haw, is it Jessie [a rhetorical question] if you could do a poem of for me, I’d be most appreciative…”

Jessie would prefer not to have made a nod, or for that matter, any gesture, but moved his shoulders in a funny way and continues to eat. A few of the guests started to laugh [although it was not meant as a slight or joke].

Harry takes offence to it, and looks at Russell [who shakes his shoulders, likewise, but in a way of expressing, saying in essence, ‘I don’t know’]; then Russell looks over to Jessie …

Russell: “Why not…” he says with a smile.

You now see a smile on Harry emerging; he has gotten his friend’s support. The whole life-size room is silent and still, until Jessie agrees, and then a sigh of relief is given, from several of the guests at the table, even one maid, and practically Russell [Russell knows Harry has a lot of pull in Hollywood, matter of fact he owns a good portion of it: --and would prefer to stay on the good side of him, as Jessie must have figured out.]

Throwing the Pearls to the Swine

Harry now is reading his poem by himself in his chair as the clean up people are picking up this and that off the long table. Jessie is at the end of the table getting up walking over to the huge bay-windows looking out onto the grounds, his wife Johnny remains seated for the moment.

Russell comes up and thanks Jessie on the sly, letting him know, it’s harmless, plus it was a good party gesture to entertain by creating a poem for the host.

Jessie: “I’ve wasted my pearls Russell…” Russell looks odd at him, and pats him on the back, walking away.

Harry reads the poem, it tells him who he really is, as disturbing as it seems to be he reads on, it implies he is: slimy with his schemes, cheating, double-crossing, and doing any and everything to get ahead. The poem points out he needs to put his cards on the table with people, be up front.

Juliet sees the poem then tells Jessie to do a poem of her [Juliet and Harry are at one end of the table, where they were before, reminiscent of a king and queen, they will not move; and Johnny and Jessie are sitting down by at the other end of the table; Russell is now on his way to stand by the other two].

Russell implies [rather informs as he is walking away from Johnny and Jessie, saying to Juliet in so many words] that the poet in Jessie must be tired, inferring to let it be, meaning, not to insist on acquiring a poem, but she insists non-the-less. And to accommodate Russell and Juliet, and possibly himself, Jessie agrees to do one more.

“It’s not worth it, not here, you’re wasting your pearls,” Johnny, says with a concerned tone in her voice.

The few standing is Russell, Harry and Juliet [the poet still sitting down with his wife at the end of the table, somewhat out of the picture for the moment]. Yet, the only ones that seem to know what Jessie is saying, is Jessie and Juliet [along with Johnny of course].

Jessie makes another poem, the guests are gone now, only Russell and his girlfriend Tammy, along with the Goldsmith’s and Jessie and Johnny. She reads the poem, it tells her about getting old before her time [she is in her mid early 40’s], also, too much ahead of herself, that she is getting too far over her head in everything she is doing; in effect, ruining their future, hers and Harry’s business, per se. It ends [the poem that is], implying she’s going to end up being a beggar on the streets, consequently loosing it all; with a will to kill.

Juliet [becoming unraveled], showing twitching in her face, holding back her emotions, her repugnant remarks that want to escape her, cannot hold them back any longer, she scolds Jessie for being so self-righteous, for being a dooms- day-prophet. Yet she will not show her poem to anyone [least she be exposed more]. Harry tries to get the poem from her but she refuses, tugging and pushing him away like a mad child; –

now Juliet, [with the people wanting to leave, getting their coats on] runs to Jessie apologizing but wanting a new poem, one of/for the whole group.

Russell: “Juliet, I thank you very much, but you’re abusing my guests,” with a tone of contention, [along with defiance and protection for his two friends] Russell, takes in a deep breath, not sure where this is all leading to.

Juliet: “Your guests,” she implies, “They are at my house.” Russell shakes his head.

Russell: “Why now, why not another time, it’s 2:00 AM?”

Juliet: “Because once Jessie goes he is never coming back.”

Russell: “Oh that’s nonsense.”

Juliet: “Ask him Russell.” Russell turns to Jessie and asks if he is coming back. Jessie hesitates with eye contact as he looks at Johnny…

Jessie: “I’ve wasted enough pearls here, it’s time to go.” Russell not knowing what to say simply lifts his eyebrows, in a dumbfounded manner.

Russell: “Well, I’m going.”

Jessie sits down right along side of the door, leading to the outside area and starts writing, everyone now is waiting, even Russell and Tammy. He writes for about 20-minutes about the group, and then hands the poem to Russell to read at his will. Russell looks at Juliet, and starts to read it right there, knowing Juliet would be offended had he not.

The poem reads they [the group of 25-guests] will not stop at fame or fortune no matter what. Some are good; some are bad [the chasing after the fame is the theme]. But the poem implies the fame has them by the throat, which is strangling them. It has ceased to produce happiness, rather immediate gratification in addition, it has for many of the folk given way to power which is not under control, but rather out of control. They have their own world it implies. And if anything, he [Jessie] was the intruder and a distraction at best. And yet, he being the intruder with no power bothers Juliet. The poem goes on to explain that it has moved Juliet to the degree of pain [and as Russell reads on, one can see the pain, anger, and hate reeking out of her pours on her face]. It gives her pain that someone else can see her soul, and how black it is. Juliet is furious now, but holds back to hear the rest. The end of his poem indicates someone will try to kill him: Johnny grabs Jessie’s hand and pulls him out of the house; Russell’s eyes open up wide, turns away from the poem, drops it on the floor, and walks out, as Juliet picks it up.

The end of the poem reads:

“Let nothing—no, not even death itself, no matter of whom, take your revenge and you will win.” It was what Juliet was thinking, in her ill-stricken mind.

The Kill

Two weeks had gone by before Juliet showed up at Jessie’s apartment door Johnny is out for the moment, doing some household tasks, outside of the house. Jessie let her in their small, comfortable, and modest one bedroom apartment and asks her to sit down on the small sofa by the window, as she could watch and see his return, and she waited.

Upon arrival Jessie asks, walking through the door: “And just what is on you mind, what we can do for you Juliet?”

With a strange look on her face, as if to say, ‘…you forgot what the poem said already,’ a longer pause occurs as she stands up, now a deep stare at Jessie, she pulls out a gun and shoots him in the chest, as if she was searching for the keys to her car, next to one of the main arteries of the heart the bullet is lodged.

Juliet: “I don’t need to know my sins, keep them to yourself; yes, you should have saved your advice for those who most need it, not want it.” At that moment, Johnny heard a shot; she was outside of the apartment: –Jessie was now on the floor.

Juliet [peering down to Jessie as he is dying]: “Funny, you forgot what you wrote, haw…” [Jessie often did forget what he wrote, having Multiple Sclerosis].

When Johnny showed up, hearing the shot, running up the stairs, seeing Juliet leaving, running past her, her first view was seeing Jessie laying there dying on the shinny wooden floor.

Moments later Russell and Tammy show up, as Johnny is calling for the ambulance and police. Everyone knew it was Juliet, they all have seen her quickly walking down the few flights of stairs from the apartment, gun hanging loose from her hand, a smirk on her face.

Johnny: “Jessie, ohooo, Jessie, I knew I shouldn’t have left you I told you so many times, so very many times, people just don’t want to know, they just want to walk around blind, they really do, it is like throwing pearls into the swine pit, I told you and told you, you got to tell them something nice, not the truth, it is not what they are seeking.” She is hugging the dead corpse now, not letting go, making moaning sounds, grieving, she adds,

“They only want to know what you know, to see if you really know it. That’s all. They don’t want the truth.” But it is too late for advice, dead is dead, and all the advice in the world will do no good now, yet she rambles on and on.

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Now Russell and Tammy knew what was meant by the usage of the word, ‘pearl’. It had made a better man out of him in only two short weeks, he was taking his own inventory; –and the relationship with his father had even gotten better. For Harry, he was thinking twice about his dealings with people, it also was starting to show; he and Juliet were becoming more resistant to one another, someone was wising up; she was no longer getting her way, how could she, she was in prison, and money did not buy her way out, for her husband did not purchase the best lawyer in town: matter of fact, he left town during the trial.

Juliet, infuriated, thought she had hid it from the world, all her insecurities, her secrets, and here besides God himself, another man could see her soul, her real character, it was all too much. Yet now in prison, behind bars, she need not hide her other side, and she screamed, and bellowed, and yelled at the guards fought with the other prisoners. In time she became madder at God than at Jessie, for God had given him the gift in the first place. And for the rest her short lived life in prison, she was a panther waiting to attack, and one day, went to the bathroom and could not stop the waste that came out of her, she sat for four hours on the toilet, until all her liquids were dispersed out of her, and keeled over dead.

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